O.k. so this is what I have been feeling lately. I'm struggling with what should I do, or what do I do, to almost what CAN I do.
I know life is all about time and season so I have a battle going on in my head and heart. Should I be doing more? More of something?
If I died today, what would my accomplishments be? What would the lord be proud of me for?
I checked a friends blog today and she has SO many accomplishments. So much to be proud of. She is so educated, stylish, accomplished, just one amazingly put together woman!
Sure I can throw a great party, but what REAL things would someone be able to say about me.
I see on Facebook that some woman are part of these clubs that serve the community, they are part of pet rescue, that is something I would love to be part of... something that betters other people. Then in the next breath II do have to remind myself I have a baby boy that is turning 2!!!! My Hunter boy, he is my heart and life, he needs me 24/7. So why the battle?
It's a battle for me to figure out my feelings or should I say "put away" these feelings. Do any of you feel this way????
Hummm, Have I done any good in the world today?