Fun Fall Fashion

I love "DOWNEAST BASICS" I could shop ALL DAY in this catalog.... Love all the fall colors and styles!

Our Halloween Happenings!

Hunter and Henry's Halloween Playgroup! The kids had fun playing, eating homemade cookies that HUNTER made and dressing up in there costumes.

CHURCH FALL FESTIVAL

The "love doctors" are in!!! Alicia and Lauren convinced Steve and Adam to be our "patients". It was a fun night at the church Fall Festival. They had a trunk or treat, chili cook off, and talent show. It was a packed Room... fun times with friends.
Alicia and Hunter decorated the trunk with spooky spiders and skeletons.
Our 2 favorite boys! Hunter was "Buzz light year" and Henry was a "pumpkin" and also a ghost outfit.

Halloween Day! We went to some friends home "the Valentines" and watched the GA/FL game. Ate yummy BBQ that was to die for!! Awesome meat! After eating,swimming and kicking butt in FL football we went on a trick or treating hayride. Hunter had a blast going from house to house. There were lots of kids dressed to impress.. they all looked so cute!

Halloween 2009!!

This is my girl Lauren!!! Thanks Lauren for being such a good sport and dressing up... race ya to the hairdresser I think I'm going blond!!! LOL :) It was a fun night.
Trying out a new recipe. Alicia's spider cupcakes! Got my inspiration from "Family Fun".

Fear

As i'm cleaning the kitchen I came across Hunter's leaf artwork, Hunter loves to pick up sticks, rocks, and leaves. He brings them home to mommy and daddy all the time. When I go to throw them away (we have lots) instead of thinking oh how sweet and cute the thought comes to my mind to take a picture in case Hunter's dies, that was a special thing we would want to remember. I find myself doing that alot!! I cried one day when Hunter was in the truck with his daddy (in front of me), just thinking what would happen if Hunter died... i just sobbed for really no reason, Hunter was just fine with Steve. I kiss him each night after he is asleep and I wonder if even I passed away would he know how much I loved him, was I a good mom for him. Would he remember the fun times we had. Now the same fears have moved to Henry, I check him several times a night, worry if he coughs to much or if he acts different in any way I feel something really bad might be wrong. When I go out i'm really nervious having both of them, like I would forget one or someone will take one. I just can't protect them eneough. I know this isn't normal but I just fear so much, almost as if things have been too "calm" around our family maybe something terriable is going to happen. When Steve leaves the house I think will that be the last time. I just want to hug and kiss him tight each time. My eyes just start to water thinking about ANYTHING happening to the "GUYS" in my life, I love and adore them, I would give my life for them. Having them consumes my life without them I would be empty. I get overwhelmed when it comes to my mind. I have actually planned a funeral in my mind. I hope and pray this is NOT the lord trying to tell me something. Have any of you ever felt this way?? Is this a lack of faith, because I have these thoughts and fears? Please share with me, I know someone out there has the comforting words that I need.