Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Rollercoaster of motherhood!!!
What a rollercoaster of emotions I go thru as a mom. I feel sometimes that I struggle SO much having frustration and happiness, .... and today I just cryed it seemed to be the only thing that did make sense. My little guy is going thru the toughest time with Hitting and yelling back at mommy (not to mention other kids) and today was just the straw that broke mommies back. Hunter hit mommy in the face and I just was so frustrated and helpless in what to do. I just wanted to walk away and keep walking, my heart just hurts. Yet the other day Hunter wasn't feeling good and all he wanted was mommy to hold him and rock (which is very rare, he is always on the go) and I just loved and treasured that time that he needed me and wanted me. I know this little guy is learning and growing trying to figure out his emotions... I just pray that I will get thru this season of child raising with flying colors, my sister said to me the other day that we only have one chance to raise our children.. boy this has got to be easier than this... Thanks for letting me vent.. I just had to get it out and have a good mommy cry.
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We have all be there (or are there)! And the tears that it brings you makes you an amazing mom because you care! I know of five 2-3 year olds off the top of my head going through the same thing right now -- just trying to figure out how to express these new and crazy emotions they're feeling.
Girl, go ahead and cry. At least it will feel like you've done something about it, because really, there's nothing to do but hold on and enjoy the ride. Hunter will get through this and so will you. What get's me through the hard times with my children is knowing that they give me their worst, knowing that I'll ALWAYS love and forgive them. I am their safe place to act any way they want. That is what you are to Hunter. You are Hunter's safe place.
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